IF YOU SEE, YOU'LL READ ME!
I am deleting all my social networking apps. Sadly, I can't delete WhatsApp because is very recursive for my job. Important information is passed down onto us teachers through that means.
I don't remember needing to know everything about everyone. It was enough just a couple of minutes with my peers, most of the time, sitting on a curb on the streets catching up while laughing and making jokes on each other silliness.
I wake up in the morning and I grab my phone more for wanting to check Facebook, Instagram, and then WhatsApp (if not other apps). That's the first thing I do in the morning, and quite often the last.
With that, it comes the tendency to become a part of that vicious surreal world by posting pictures and information about your whereabouts and goings. It's as if you were willingly castrating your own freedom by believing that somehow, other people care about your life events, when clearly, despite the many likes, they don't.
Lately, I've been wanting to crawl back in a cave and not go out... to wipe myself off the mind of anyone who's ever known me... I'm not talking about dying; I'm talking about going away... about needing some time by myself... alone with my thoughts and feelings. I need to understand this I'm feeling and make it a part of me to create a life lesson out of it.
Nevertheless my intention, the simple act of getting a notification is tempting... posting something and caring about who cared, who liked... I can't deal with that right now, and I refuse to make that lifestyle my own. Therefore, I am renouncing to my accounts and I deleted them from my phone.
I'm getting that time alone I know I need and yearn.
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